TheCreaturesCove

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If you wish to know me, the real me, don't be pushy, or anything along of those lines. if i feel comfortable with you i will bloom like a flower, if i don't feel comfortable,
i'm afraid to tell you that you will never truly know me at all. so if you end up assuming things, and enjoy jumping the gun. Good bye. Not going to deal with that BS, i deal with that in the real world i don't need it online too.

okay well, my twitchy fam. the reason why i'm nervous about the up coming appointments is because around my birthday last year i was diagnosed with Thyroid Cancer, a month later i had surgery, the up coming appointments is just the radioactive iodine to take care of the rest of the cancer if there is any left.

When i was a teenager, 13/15 years of age, April 12th 1997. i had to have surgery. i had ovarian cyst surgery, and the one that was really bad was huge, twisted, i was bleeding, they gave me 1 year to live if i didn't have the surgery.
so i had it. i've been having complications of certain things ever since.

Sunday June 17-Monday June 25th,2018 - I was hospitalized because of a really huge infection on my left shoulder that i suffered from just past my birthday till the time i went to the hospital.
the first time (June 11th 2018) of going in they pretty much ignored me. the second time was June 17th. it started second part of May of 2018. it started getting threatening in June when i could feel
my life just slowly leave me.
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I personally have Type 2 Diabetes as well as Diabetic Neuropathy, Mental Illness, Depression, Anxiety, I also dealt with Thyroid Cancer. Ive also had Broken Bones, Surgeries. My family also has issues and i know other people do too. So I will also be open to Other peoples Charities as well. Just let me know, ill add them to the list.

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What i have dealt with:
A lot of personal stuff, rather if everybody knows it or not.
With Furr babies with Myself with other people With ...
etc ... Over the years even before the dates below i've dealt with a lot of stuff. some good, some bad, some in the middle, some okay, but i continued to push forward despite of how i felt. Life is a rollercoaster.
And I'm a Phoenix.

Mental Issues:
- Coming Soon -

Physical Issues:
- Coming Soon -

1997 & 2018 - 2019 - 2020
1997: When i was in my early teens (15), i needed surgery. I had ovarian cysts. they were the size of softballs. And one of them was twisted and hemorrhaging. Needless to say, i had to get them both out, i lost one full ovary, and they were able to save half of the other. Over the years, every month i was always in pain (couldn't move until the pain subsided). learn to find out now a days (2019-2020), it's because, it seems that my womb and Half of Ovary just loves Cysts.

2018: I've dealt with a really huge infection that was in my left shoulder (Back), it was stage 3. I almost died from it. They got about 3 or so cups of liquid out of it. And it was leaking badly before going to the hospital and getting it looked at and dealing with it. I remember it. When they drained it, it hurt like hell, even though i had an IV and pain meds, i was still in pain and in alot of it.

2019 & 2020: My normal doctor was checking out my neck before, and put me on some meds. they worked a little bit but the bump was noticeable and getting even more so, until finally they had me call a doctor for it. So i went to the appointment did a lot of tests in two different places. Well lets just say its a really big road, that started in 2019 and ended in 2020. I be the cancer (thyroid). and i did that pill. now all i have to do is wait...

Currently Dealing with
~2020-2022~

Welp this happened:

What i had within my OneNotes has either been moved or deleted, because i couldn't save anything, because my storage is full, I dont have enough funds for getting an update. So when i went to do something dumb, like update my windows, facepalm i left all "unsaved" work.

Ive been hoping that they were just moved and not deleted when i updated, because they still show up on my phone version, im being hopeful here. ill be so sad if i lost all of that hard work i did on everything.
I just hope, i can get everything returned.
I am hoping and praying.
Plus doing this all by myself is seriously getting to me a bit.
wish i could get some help!
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~2020-2022~
Okay Now This Site is going to be getting a make over and so is the other site.
However it will take some time to do Real Life is doing some Rollercoaster stuff with me so, but its in the works.
Stuff thats been going on:
People Personal Issues (Mental & Physical & Etc)
Furrbabies Household
Doctor Appointments
Among Other Things Going On.

All of this will slow down the process of me wanting to update my sites. Plus -V-
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Now a lil input of whats going on:
1A. Planning - It takes Time
2B. Copy and Paste everything from OneNote to Website/s.
3C. Saving and Publishing the Sites.
1a. Moving all of my FF14 Input to the other site
2b. Making the other site perfect
3c. Adding certain input to this site
4d. Making this site perfect The part that takes the most of time would be step 1.
the other two doesnt take all that long to do.
Plus me being a perfectionist, that would also be taking some of the time too. however i do hope that everyone will enjoy the new input that i put here and there.
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The Other Site I speak of:
Is This One Right Here!
Its My Extra Site filled with Input

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I Am Currently Dealing With $$$ Issues...
A Unique Situation (I Have SSA/SSI > Supplement).
That Only A Few Close Friends Truly Knows About...
So For My Dream To Come True It Will Be Awhile Or Never At All
I Don't Normally Like Requesting Help But, If You So Kindly Like To Do So
You Do Have Permission To Do So, However Its Still Up To You... Im Not Going To Force Anything.

There Upon This Site Is A List... Of Things I Would Like To Have To Cause My Streaming Dreams To Be More Real.
The Lists > Wish Lists, However, Please Communicate With Me First Before You Start Doing Anything.
To Do Accept Donations. You Can Gift Me Directly Or Indirectly. A Friend Of Mine Wishes To Help Me While I Also Help Them.
Their Name? Well Online Name? Sage_Hinata (Within Twitch & Discord);
You Can Also Donate To Him And Just Say You Wish To Also Help Me Too If You Wish To Do It That Way Too.

Now A Little Information About My Unique $$$ Issue...
Well Its Honestly A Long Story... Im Not Really Sure Where To Start With It But Know That The List Of People That Im About To List Knows About It.
Those Who Are In The BS Drama: The Main @$$Hole - "J", His More Of Less "Victims" - Me, "Ash", My Mom, "Red", "JH", "Mini Me", A Few Others...
Online Friends That Ive Told: EvanMouse, Sage_Hinata (Sage's Discord - My Corner), MiLamber777.

The BS Drama, Has Something To Do With A Jetta That We Had To Return
I Co-Signed On A Lease (I Was Litterly Tricked Into Doing So)
I NEVER Wanted To Sign For This, I Was Told " Oh Ill Get A Job, Ill Take Over, Ill Sign My Own Name To Replace Yours" Blah Blah Blah...
So You Wont Have To Worry About Anything On Your $ Record, Blah Blah Blah...
This Person NEVER Got A Job, And We Had To Return The Car, It Seems That There Were Fees
So Now I Have Something On My Record Because We Had To Return The Car....
So Now Mom And I... Well >_> Seriously Think About It Of Why Im So VERY PO'ed About Everything
If Only Im Able To Talk About EVERYTHING That Has Happened Since Meeting This Person That Caused A Whole Bunch Of Drama BS.
>..< Im Not A Very Happy Person Right Now Because Of It,
TO BE HONEST: I WISH I NEVER MET HIM
The Only Good That Came Out Of This Was Meeting A Few People Along The Way Plus The 3 Kittens

Im So Freaking PO'ed I Want To Cry! To Be Honest, On And Off I Have Been Doing That.
I Just Dont Know What To Do Besides The "Right Thing".

!!! I Was RIGHT All Along About This !!!
!!! I KNEW ALL ALONG THIS WAS GOING TO HAPPEN AND IT DID !!!
!!! PEOPLE NEED TO START LISTENING TO ME !!!
!!! MY GUT FEELINGS ARE NEVER WRONG !!!
!!! THE TIMING MIGHT BE OFF BUT ITS NEVER WRONG !!!

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Currently Dealing with: 2020
it happened so fast im not sure of what happened, i remember walking into the kitchen , stepping on some doggie food, then into the kitchen i walk towards the sink... i think i felt like i was stepping on something and tripped and landed on the side of my foot on the same side as my baby toe... and the bone breaks.... i didn't realize this, until a couple weeks later..... or read my story of how i broke my foot, i wish i got a picture of my xray.
i wasn't able to get it checked until mid feb, and it happened early feb.
what i noticed is that, the pain... plus the swelling never went down...it grew
i knew something was wrong so i called them and did the appointment
i had it on the day i had to take that radioactive pill.
but uh yeah, i now have a broken foot that i need for it to get healed and its HARD
i have diabetic neuropathy.. so pain for me is very different from someone who can feel their feet
i was told that the bone that's broken, if it doesn't heal right, i could have surgery.
and it takes forever for it to heal, im scared
i just feel like everything is just imploding... >.<
it's probably one of the reasons why i passed out after the foot doctor told me that i had a broken bone in my foot...
plus i didn't eat or drink anything... before the appointment :/
it's just so frustrating >.< and sad i hope i won't need surgery well if i do, it would be my 3rd time of having surgery.

On April 1st, 2020: i was told that it wasn't healing. From my foot doctor.

Right now it just hurts even though my feet are numb because i suffer from Neuropathy. The pain runs up and down my leg.

As of May 13th, 2020
So today i went to my foot doctor appointment and took some x-rays. Well its not healing. like none at all. So this is what's going to be happening, if insurance allows it, they will be getting a machine that wraps around my foot and sends waves to the bone to stimulate the bone so it can heal itself.

However if they cant get this machine, then i will under go surgery. My foot doctor is trying other methods first before this major Surgery, because that could make me or break me.

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IᑎᐯISIᗷᒪᕮ IᒪᒪᑎᕮSSᕮS

List of Invisible disabilities

These invisible disabilities may include:

Side Effects that can also affect thinking, hearing, speaking, interacting with others.

Emotional Issues
Attention Deficit Disorder (ADD)
Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder (ADHD)
Anxiety Disorders
Bipolar Disorder
Major Depression
Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)
Asperger’s
Diabetes
Other Chronic Illnesses
Post - Traumatic
Stress Disorder
Schizophrenia
Traumatic Brain
Injury
Epilepsy
, HIV/AIDS
Chronic Fatigue Syndrome
Cystic Fibrosis
Learning Disabilities (LD)
Asthma
Psychiatric Disorder

short or long term, stable or progress, constant or unpredictable and fluctuating, controlled by medication and untreatable.

- If anybody knows any other hidden illness let me know, ill add them to this list -

ᗩTTᕮᑎTIOᑎ ᗩᖇTISTS

For the Artists that do commissions, I do have a couple of requests.

I would like you to draw or redraw any of these Images for me,
No, I do not want it the same, Just do your own unique style..
(The Images below are... Ideas of what i wish for my own artwork on my Twitch/Discord/Website.
I will Feature your art everywhere and give you a Shoutout, because your the one that did it.
(Psst, We Can Talk about The Order and the Price for it once You, Message Me, Or I Message You about it.)
if you can, if you cant just let me know.
you can find me on Twitch and Discord or any of Social Media within the page of My Information.

(The images above I do NOT own, i found them in a search engine)
(1st image is wolf with wings that i was searching for,
2nd is a book cover of cat-dogs and other chilling stories; however i do own the book itself, the picture i found is in a search engine.)
These images are done for examples for other artists.
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And if you can also do Character Commissions...
Here are some ideas of what i want.
Please Let Me Know....

A Person from Second Life Drew this, used my description and My SL Fursona as a Reference.

A Friend Drew this for me.

Artwork that i found while searching, looks very scary like the real me.

Online Search for Fantasy Canines.

I honestly Own this book, however this Image i found online while doing a Search

Online Search For Fantasy Critters.

Doing a Search for Fantasy Felines.

My Second Life Feline Self.

My Second Life Feline Self.

My Second Life Feline Self.

My Second Life Feline Self.

My Second Life Elf Like Creature Self.

My Alt, she's a Phoenix.

(The images above I DO own [as well as the artists that has drew them],
The images are of my Fursona. A Character i do Normally RP,
The copy write for the original artists.)
(1st image is of my fursona by an artist i met in Second Life - he left; i have no idea of how to contact him;
2nd image is of my fursona by an artist i met in Second Life - he is still around; i do know how to contact him.)
These images are done for examples for other artists.
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Any More Information About Any Of this,
Just Message Me Under the Name of xMelliekittenx (Both x's are lowercase) - (Twitch & Discord).

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